Always loved "buddy"
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Thursday, September 16, 2010
To many losses...
To have to lose someone close to you, weather its a friend or family is never easy. And in this instance it is family and honestly I don't know how to react its like that's another heart beat that won't be felt again. As I try to be the family man I am and comfort those more devastated than me I see that the life that was lost isn't really lost. The memories are still there and all the good will be remembered as these tears dry my fam and I can smile. Even though it will be hard and tough to overcome the lose, one thing my family has more than enough of is Moore love. There is no love like Moore love in my eyes and know that the time that "Buddy" was here was a most cherished time. As he passed he has left a grandchild and a great grandchild which are currently on the way, so with that being said always loved and never forgotten.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Sittin in my window seat
As I sit here on my way back home on the train I had some deep thought,
Thoughts of being the man.
Having everything taken care of securing the future I so badly want,
Tightening all loose knots in my life with christ.
All I want is happiness,
And for my dreams to be within arms length.
Thoughts of being the man.
Having everything taken care of securing the future I so badly want,
Tightening all loose knots in my life with christ.
All I want is happiness,
And for my dreams to be within arms length.
Thee end...
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Thursday, August 5, 2010
Mammy I fuxx with you border line stuck with you
I fux with you:
Because you have your own mind stronger than those of my past
You listen when your ears ache from the complaining people you run into daily.
And I was wondering maybe:
If I made you my baby could we do the unthinkable
Would you trust me over others and have your back cause I got yours
With me there are no locked doors
I see things in my future:
You've fear the thought I have when sleep
I'm doing more than just counting sheep I'm tryna build something nice.
Not like a bouquet of flowers for mothers day but more like a side kick in crime and fights for you...and protects.
Borderline stuck with you:
If you stick with me ill take care of you
I didn't simp I said what's real
And all the words of this short letter are true
But are these words for you....
Because you have your own mind stronger than those of my past
You listen when your ears ache from the complaining people you run into daily.
And I was wondering maybe:
If I made you my baby could we do the unthinkable
Would you trust me over others and have your back cause I got yours
With me there are no locked doors
I see things in my future:
You've fear the thought I have when sleep
I'm doing more than just counting sheep I'm tryna build something nice.
Not like a bouquet of flowers for mothers day but more like a side kick in crime and fights for you...and protects.
Borderline stuck with you:
If you stick with me ill take care of you
I didn't simp I said what's real
And all the words of this short letter are true
But are these words for you....
Mommy I fux with you
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Some luck
How is it that when it rains, ...it floods.
I've been through my share of trials and tribulations, and as time goes by the outcome or situation gets bigger.
From just growing into the man that I am, to maintaining as a independent young man who has blown his pass blessings.
I spend my alone time trying to better myself and keep myself away from the nonsense of the world, but I believe that my past immaturity or negligence has shaken me back to reality.
Why me I sometimes ask...is there actions in my past worth losing so much?
Was I lacking being humble?....what
Still I wonder especially as my thumbs stroke the miniature sized buttons on my blackberry, will that type of stability come back.
I have much faith believing that, knowing and believing this I look forward to a better tomorrow.
But I don't want to wake up one day and look back and say I'm still here in the same position, I've let people change me/situations paralyze me/and my own thoughts keep me in fear but I still in spite of all this keep faith cause I know "trouble doesn't last always".
Diary of a strong-lost African American young man
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I've been through my share of trials and tribulations, and as time goes by the outcome or situation gets bigger.
From just growing into the man that I am, to maintaining as a independent young man who has blown his pass blessings.
I spend my alone time trying to better myself and keep myself away from the nonsense of the world, but I believe that my past immaturity or negligence has shaken me back to reality.
Why me I sometimes ask...is there actions in my past worth losing so much?
Was I lacking being humble?....what
Still I wonder especially as my thumbs stroke the miniature sized buttons on my blackberry, will that type of stability come back.
I have much faith believing that, knowing and believing this I look forward to a better tomorrow.
But I don't want to wake up one day and look back and say I'm still here in the same position, I've let people change me/situations paralyze me/and my own thoughts keep me in fear but I still in spite of all this keep faith cause I know "trouble doesn't last always".
Diary of a strong-lost African American young man
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Monday, July 5, 2010
fasho,.fasho.shut.up.....
I have a past so what who doesn't,
Mines has a deep presence cause I have ghosts.
My ghosts are people who have hurt me and those who I'm tryna give up,
But for some reason I keep seeing them. I'm trying to make a new life but, the past won't let me unfortunately.
The names emara, monique, brittney, and dilia won't let me have peace,
The name beatriz mendez0is my only hope for now. Please give me hope.
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Mines has a deep presence cause I have ghosts.
My ghosts are people who have hurt me and those who I'm tryna give up,
But for some reason I keep seeing them. I'm trying to make a new life but, the past won't let me unfortunately.
The names emara, monique, brittney, and dilia won't let me have peace,
The name beatriz mendez0is my only hope for now. Please give me hope.
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Fw: Puppies coming full blooded blue: hit me
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