Man I know I aint the only person that felt this way b4

Ashamed:

I'm currentl ashamed of the pain I put you through, knowing that it is solely you who. Brings me out of my darkest times.
Know that my honesty. True excuses for doing what I do will and should never be exceptable in a real mans eyes.
So I cry, asking GOD to give me patience and to make me a man who does not lack the characteristic opposite of inconsiderate (I HATE IT!!!!)
And at the same time I want is for us to be us , but if we didn't... be the one man in your life you know will always love you enough to have all your trust and never stray from that. Cuz in fact your hands, mouth, and heart have done great things for me like held me when down and picked me up; your mouth and heart brought me out of depression and always carries me out of the emotional cell I put myself in; and your heart sometimes beats double for me when I feel mines quits on me and I put it away in a far away vault under lock and key. Were you made for me I believe so, can we grow together we have, and do I love you yes with all my heart and I know if its to be its ALL on me. So ill let time tell so you can see.
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