mann im tired of constantly walkin backwards through my past, noticing the same ol shit and feeling like a dumb ass.
i know im not the perfect person i have many unfixed faults that have set me back blinding me of my potential, but these faults are not permanent and all lessons to fix them im learning it...indeed
this process of stallin me out from success and i probably... i mean i must stop myself, because im hurting myself fuckin wit my health and just like andy putting a good thing on the shelf.
success; a self satisfied feeling of accomplishment that configures a person to feel he/she has succeeded.
(thats what i want and i no longer am going to settle- so out with the old and in with the new)
to be continued in pt. 2
