Everyday I'm reminded that I have sinned (I assume), I say assume because I have no real proof I'm just going off words but those were some heavy ass words. I drive around and see what coulda been me, and think that that's not as bad as my eyes could see. Would I have changed my actions possibly, only with understanding that GOD woulda been holdin and pushin me to be...be a better man. Why do you ask, that I can't tell I can only say that these daily reminders are really giving me hell. If only ? wasent so hard, only if ? woulda been understanding, and only if ? woulda helped me be all that I can be. And this isn't an explanation or anything else its just me venting. Its was good me tryna do all I could to make something of myself, knowing there was this ? that kmomf but now that stories deceased. Tough is my answer to life on that note, knowing this now is have a different vote on certain things. And I will not be able to deal with the pain that this topic brings.
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About Me
- so much more than average
- My name is Brandon and I am somewhat of a jack-of-all-trades. I am your local LBC/LA/WHEREEVERIMAT poperatzi and fashion designer and an aspiring poet.I learned to put my feeling and thoughts on paper and have been using poetry and photography as my vice ever since. And as far as taking pictures i befriended a canon xsi and i guess you can say everything went from there. But ill let the blog do the talkin.