O so much

This last month has literally been the hardest since getting forced to leave moms house, in my eyes. Dealing with the cut back in funds living with my aunt and her feeling I could care less about her and her fam is just ridiculous. The words " @least make sure Kori ok" has been running through my mind at the speed of light over and over and over. To think that I don't care about my fam or would ever try to jeopardize the well being of my family hurts like hell. Paying 800 for a room for over a year and a half knowing I could have my own shit, and just trying to make sure fam straight is all I really been tryna do. And I see now after last convo that I gotta be on some TEAM OF ME type ish seeing things in a different light. I was told I have to take care of me more than once but not paying it any mind and mow that shit hits the fan I see, that no matter what others think I gotta try to make myself happy and the only person I can change is myself. A word to the wise is sufficient, and as of now its sufficient as fuck. Its 2010 and I no longer have time for stress, drama, fake friends, and wack fam. Not saying this because of todays situation but to help you understand it like this:
*if you call me a friend and I have to try to kick it with you all the time to hang out (fake friend)
*if you complain about people to me and hang with them all the time (fake friend)
*if you never came to see me or hang with me on some you my nigga type shit (horrible friend)
* you only hit me when you need something and always got your habd out --90%--of the time (fake fam)
*when I have I give and wken I NEED and you had and never gave (fake fam)
*if I give you my last and you still complainin about shit (drama)
*mad at how shit is and now that you around and its not diff you mad (drama)
*say imma bad !whatever! Cause I'd rather not be where I can't be comfy so I leave (bullshit)
And etc. I. Don't need the stress and won't consider it or have. it in my life anymore.

But to continue I'm all about LB if you don't know him you don't know me or even Brandon Jerel Leggette for fam, imma be easy on some, not all but most. Watch if this is to you you'll see the change. No more negativity that's un-needed will be heard. This is the update if you haven't read this then you'll just have to to find out for yourself.

All it all changes now

Sincerely me
Brandon( aka:lb) leggette
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